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I'm dying to get a brainwash now. SERIOUSLY. I've just been so caught up w/ my life that confusion is eating me up. All those cheesy l___ problems and studies are getting on my nerves. I can't help but just think about them, and how badly I wish they all could just go away. I pondered so hard to why history is repeating itself. My life? Fated to be just like that. I wanna break away so so so so so so SOOOO badly.

For you.

RASCAL FLATTS; WHAT HURTS THE MOST.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away throw the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Can I just shout it unto you?
I HATE BEING THIS WAY, BUT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF!
F___.

ADD ONS: Ha, guess this world is that small after all huh? I met Glynis, a blogskinner, when I was having coffee w/ Olivia darling in starbucks this afternoon! In my worst state ever. Man, I look horredous in that XL, yellow-coloured band t-shirt. Ahh, how embarrassing! Yea, so I'd greeted her and she got a shock! Hahaha. Glynis is so CUTE! Yes she is :D Okays! Thanks for the reminder. SWEET. Ciao! TC.

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